My head keeps saying "No"
But my heart keeps giving in

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Saturday, July 24, 2004, 11:09 PM

Didnt update ytd..was bz with the concert tingy..Ytd was suppose to meet in ach at 4..but as usual i was late..reached dere bout 5?hahas..My sis helped mi with my hair and make up...realli muz thx her 4 tat..she sacrifice her slping tym to do all these 4 mi..cuz tat dae she has flight...den cuming back on tues..Den todae de performance she cannot do my hair and make up..haix..so sad..den haf to do it myself...actually wanna go sch with him de...but parents wanna fetch mi..haf no choice but to let them fetch mi to sch..we had training first..cuz ytd performance was a total mess..nt coordinated at all..so we haf to buck up..it ish our last performance..i was more jing zhang todae..onli until i reach the stage den slowly anxious liaox..can feel tat todae was so much beta den ytd..aft the whole concert my papa came to fetch mi..i wanna gain back their trust..so haf to b a gud gurl..ytd nitex was kinda touching...im stuck between 2 guys..i also dunno wad decision to make..whether to go hm with him or him..haix...i chose to go back with timo..sae him sitting in the canteen with his frenx..den juz left the sch..so damn freaking sian lorx..the trip to the bus stop..wish he was dere..gt a call frm him..but it was chin yang on the phone..den he tok to mi bout him lorx...den i feel realli bad..so juz ask him to meet mi at punggol park dere..den ask timo go hm first..waited 4 a while 4 them..yang tok to mi..he was standing at the side..den was kinda late liaox..so tried to rush hm..he and zl board the bus too..den alight 1 stop before my stop..den chat one on one with him..den walked back..mind was blank..he gave mi a ***...i had tis v nice feeling..hahas..dunno y..