My head keeps saying "No"
But my heart keeps giving in

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Sunday, April 23, 2006, 12:33 AM

My boyfrnd, Joel.

In the past i cared alot bout my physical appearance
thinking i must look good in front of my guy.
its so tiring sometimes but i guess to make a good impression,
every pinch of my effort is worth it.

Now,though physical appearance do matter much,
but somehow it just lost its importance.
He made it possible.
he made me feel so pretty, so wanted.
The encouragement, the support i get,
no words can ever explain how i feel.
Im grateful,im thnkful for having such a wonderful guy.

It has been all my intuition causing the misunderstandings.
i realised how much i've doubt him,
when things arent that complicated aft all.
Thr are times i rly hurt you,brk you.
You nv once reprimanded me nor push the blame to me.
what matters the most is,
you nv gave up on me.
You hanged on, u beared with it.

He's neither overpossessive nor over protective.
You know he will be thr when u need him.
He's that guy u wna walk dwn the aisle with.

He wasnt a playboy to begin with.
DON'T ever judge him by his looks.
You dont even know him so dont assume.


I grew to trust him.
Its so real,I cant help but to trust.
He deserves the trust completely.

To me.you gave me a deep sense of security.
A guy that i wouldnt let loose my hold.
I can feel your seriousness in this relationship.
I just wna live for now.
I'll bring you home one day.

I dont wna lose that feeling.
You in ur white suit,Me in my white gown.
My alluring darling.

Thnk you.